The week of February 20 was an historic and meaningful one
for space geek folk and Space Grant Directors like me, for a variety of
reasons. (Please excuse me for the
delay in posting this entry—although I had wanted to, the emotional intensity
of it all actually made it more difficult than I expected to process my
thoughts in an eloquent way.)
The sharing may be insightful for others, or simply cathartic for me; I
hope that you won't find the sentiments too maudlin or mundane.
The Director aspect of me was engaged, and enthused, and
enmeshed by an email that we have been waiting to receive for several weeks—the
acceptance of our 2011-12 Augmentation funding proposal. Yes, I know that it seems confusing and
unreal, but it was only on February 21 that we were able to determine our total
budget for the current program year that is scheduled to end on May 16. Ironically, it was only a day or two
later that I received another email, reminding INSGC that we should begin our
annual performance report, due 60 days before the end of the program year, or
March 16. Yes, there is a bit of a
scramble to simultaneously begin to
generate award authorizations for scholarships, fellowships, and grant
activities, while also trying to identify how we would report on their activity
in preparation for next year. Such
is the nature of being at once a manager of award funds (within INSGC) and the
recipient of those funds (from NASA) in what is seen as a novel and challenging
federal budget environment. Those
of you who are patiently (or impatiently—I understand your perspective as well)
for announcements, I can sympathize, and I especially appreciate your ability
to function in this chaotic environment.
Also during the week of February 20 was the 50th
Anniversary (Really? Already?) of John Glenn's first orbital flight
that heralded the entry of the United States into human exploration in
space. I don't remember the state
of the world the day of Glenn's launch from Cape Canaveral—I was in existence,
but not yet external. For people
older than I, the phrase, "Godspeed, John Glenn" was a password, an
"open sesame" to a different type of future. I find it amazing, then, that I had the
opportunity to meet John Glenn – astronaut, US Senator, national treasure (a
semi-official designation that kept him from flying again for over 30 years) at
a Space Grant meeting a few years ago.
That is a special connection to history, more than any artifact or piece
of memorabilia could provide.
A connection to history, a special gift.
BC and Sen. Glenn at National Space Grant Distinguished Service Award Banquet, 2006. Photo courtesy of Ann Broughton.
However, the more significant and intense experience of the
week for me was on Friday, February 24.
This was the day of the Distinguished Engineering Alumni (DEA) awards on
the Purdue campus. One of the
awardees was Janice Voss, the first of Purdue's female astronauts, and a VIP guest at Purdue's Fall Space Day. I was not alone in my excitement to see
her back on campus and speak to her about how she continues to inspire students,
including the student project team designing an educational model of the solar
system as an exhibit to be placed on campus. The exhibit is named, most appropriately, "Visiting Our
Solar System," or VOSS, and had just moved into the phase of selecting the
artist and refining the final design concepts.
Janice Voss and students at Purdue Fall Space Day 2000. Photo courtesy of Ann Broughton.
However, the celebration changed significantly as we learned
that Janice died on February 6, unable to continue her fight against breast
cancer. And yet, there was still a
celebration, one of life and presence and effect. Janice's
parents and sisters came to Purdue, and brought a number of artifacts and
reminders of her five spaceflight launches. Dr. and Mrs. Voss accepted the DEA award for Janice, and
insisted on a Celebration of Life reception later that afternoon.
My connection to Janice Voss is more direct than that to
John Glenn, and one that I was grateful to be able to share at the
reception. When I was the faculty
mentor for a Purdue reduced gravity student flight experiment project, one of
the students had connected with Janice and scheduled dinner. We had a wonderful meal together at one
of the little restaurants that surround Johnson Space Center, and though the
mentoring was mostly directed at the students, I learned some important lessons
as well. I have no pictures of the
event, no posed shots or autographs… just a reminder of her appreciation for
Purdue's continuing embrace and connection, and her insistence that we pay for
the students' meals. I told that
story, and managed to get through it without choking up… too badly, that
is. I also offered to have INSGC
help support a named scholarship in Janice's honor, one that the Voss family has
endowed. For all of our desire to
celebrate them, the best gifts were given by the Vosses. The reception, they stated, should not
be seen as a somber memorial, but a special connection, a recognition and observance
of a "sixth launch".
Godspeed, Janice Voss.
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